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Frustration
Sunday, July 22, 2007

argh so many things i want to rant about
so little paitience in the blogger's mind to type

taken from wikipedia

Frustration is an emotion that occurs in situations where one is blocked from reaching a personal goal. The more important the goal, the greater the frustration. It is comparable to anger.

constantly feeling frustrated this days
its as if all that anger that lies deep within is being awakened
by triggers
and gushes foward
threatening explosion
but somehow urs truly has to swallow it all down
to prevent people from getting hurt
its not just in the physical sense u noe
sometimes i dont say anithing
cos i dont want to bruise peoples egos

once bruised
it takes a long time to heal doesnt it

its sad
but humans easily show their dark tendencies more easily
u seldom compliment people
but race to rant bout others

dont u feel sian
when u try to talk to people
but then
u dont realli noe what to say to them
so u say something random and u hope u can start a conversation

more often than not
u just get a few one line sentences
and then silence......
its like not everyone is blessed with the ability to crack jokes or
effortlessly start chatting
unlike social butterflies

my feet is darn erratic
sometimes it feels better
other times it flares up
its damn fucked up feeling u noe
more than 2 months already
applying so much cream
trying to get it to heal
WHY WONT IT HEAL

^&*()_bought one more book to read today
also the mandatory lime magazine

dont have the mental stamina to read books though
never had the interest of reading books in the first place
so why am i reading it
cos i hope it will help me in some way
at least keep my brain from
totally rotting away

before i forget
hope u guys had a good racial harmony day on sat
society is darn fragile already
lets keep it held togethe no matter how loose it may be

11:46:00 PM

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